I admit that I become very selfish in terms of how to deal with my private life. I do not want other people including my closest relatives to be part of my life. It's like you take care of your life and I take care mine. The first two months was the hardest part of my life living with mimi, izzat and my mom who is sick ( I took care of her right after I got back from Amman ). I cried a few times because I didn't expect it to be that hard just to look after a mother. Gradually I accept the fact that my mom is not the person she used to be, she is now very old with only little memory and most of the time she's not aware of her surroundings.
Thank you kak elle for being my unofficial consultant since she always advised me to be patient with any problem I encountered. THank you once again. I had an opportunity to meet her during our holiday trip to Singapore last December. I was enchanted by her hospitality, gentleness, beauty and I even let her know that she's a perfect example of a QUEEN...Queen Elle of Singapore....way to go akak.
Kak Elle, Mimi and I at Kak Elle's apartment in Singapore.
Today is the 7th day of 2008 ....... mimi has already started her kindergarten at Tadika Sri Awlad Cemerlang and Izzat is now in Form 2 at SMI Al Amin and my darling is still around for holidays . It was on the first day of 2008 right after performing solat subuh I suggested to my darling that how about just the two of us going to Pantai Chendor to view the first sunrise of the year.... My darling said yes ... ( sambil kata ni mesti untuk nak letak dalam blog...hehehe ... tak de lah...... hahahaha)
So, off we went ......... on our way my darling suddenly said :
" Mana ada sunrise , tengoklah, hari gelap, mendung nak hujan !!!! "
I bet he's right.... it's been raining for days and that morning was dark and gloomy.... So, NO SUNRISE on the 1st January 2008.